BACKSTORY: “Holochrist” was written by me in 2004. It was intended to have a slot on the Nimbus EP but unfortunately, we just didn’t have room for the track and it was taking far too long to mix it anyway. Now, 17 years later, while I’m still with that same band, I’m also doing a…
Ashli Babbitt was a Domestic Terrorist…or was she? But, we’ve all seen the recent tirade of a deeply deranged woman as well as the video of her fate on January 6th. And, this post isn’t about her role in the insurrection or politics in general. This is about ethics, morality and the constant struggle and…
Hurt By MyselfI wanna run! Keep my head down.Keep the body awake.Find a way out.My life is at stake! Break the ankles now.Throwing the shackles away.Shake fleas from the doubt.There’s fuckin’ nothing to say! I wanna run!I wanna run!I wanna run! Flee the panic, the pain.Haven’t slept in a year.Don’t know how I got stained.With…
Written: 10.25.2019 Don’t tell me how to feel.Like I don’t know how to grieve.I’ll tell you when I’m over it.The nausea’ll pass over. But I need you, to need me too!I need this to bleed!I need you to breathe, for me!And I am.And you are.A false impression, dragging me down! I think I might have…
I wasn’t bullied or abused as a kid so my intense self-loathing and inward hatred has to come from somewhere, from something. There are some places you know you just do not belong but yet you’re there anyway and you have no memory or recollection as to how you arrived whatsoever. How did I get…
How do you communicate to people that you’re not suicidal but don’t want to live anymore? I know that’s a coarse question to start off with so, let me back up a second. I’m not suicidal. I don’t want to kill myself. I just don’t want to live anymore. See what I mean? It’s confusing….
Hell, all Social Media sites are malignant cancers that metastasize through your blood stream, collective conscious and ultimately your organs, causing what can only be described as something equally horrific as the waking nightmares that are Ebola or Marburg. Liquefying your internal organs causing intense hemorrhaging from every orifice as the grips of their fevers…
A Structure, Richat Sometimes.You want to climb.Inside.Never come out. Sometimes.You wonder, whether.The anesthetic will be better. If you added.A little something.Round and solid.Could you fly?A Scarlet Letter?In and through, the widening gyre. Burn with the Sun!And I, fall to the ground!In a pile of sudden ashes.Reanimation has begun!Within.Would you even care at all? If away.Blew…
The death of DMX wasn’t caused by an inability to deliver his words, his message. He was, fortunately, able to have the opportunity to do that and the world is better for it. But, too many young rappers never get that opportunity in the music industry. Tendencies to fall prey to the toxic masculinity of…
The human brain is a marvel biologically. We can dissect it, scan it, test it and even communicate with it but the one thing we cannot do is truly see past the surface of it. It’s this massive warehouse with no windows or exits. Much like a roach motel, things check in but, often, they…
